Well, it turns out my last hurrah at the surgeon didn't go to plan. FIRETRUCK IT!
To my surprise my annual scan revealed a small rupture in my right implant. So, I'll be back in a couple of months to talk more reconstructive surgery on my right boob.
I have to admit I feel like I've just reached the end of a five year marathon only to have the finish line shifted right before my eyes.
At the end of the day I'm very grateful it's not due to a new tumour but I was not mentally prepared to entertain having more surgery this year. Cancer is a prick of a disease in a million different shades and this is one of them.
Gah! Fuck you cancer...stop moving the bloody goalposts! #fuckcancer#remissioncanbearealbitch#breastcancer#reconstructivesurgery#nothappyjan#thelegacyofcancer#fiveyearmark#stillnotdone
She’s got the best ingenuity I have ever seen in a 2 year old and truth be told she’s gonna go far because of it. She’s stubborn, wants to do it her way, and your opinion doesn’t matter that much- she cares deeply but she has a strong fire to get after it. She can scale a refrigerator to get to those hidden jelly beans she saw you put up there last week, in two minutes flat, she’ll get her own drink of water and serve herself a snack if she wants to. We plan to put a fence around the yard this spring mostly because she scares me to death. She is the kind of kid to decide she will walk herself to the park. Hoping to wrap up all the projects we’ve started and stopped and stopped again and to tackle a few new ones outside as I have been saving up for about a year in hopes to create my dream garden space! Stay determined IG friends we need it to get through the tough stuff! What kind of kid were you? I was always outside playing with critters, selling lemonade and dreaming up my next kids club! #thisolivejoy#projectpileup#determined#strongwilledchild#bossbaby#bathroomremodel#slackers#stillnotdone#shesgonnaruntheworld