Lots of my furriends have been asking if I'm feeling better after my sleepover at the vets the other night, Thank you for all the lovely messages! I'm on the mend and feeling much better today, my pawrents and grandpawrents are giving me LOTSSSS of cuddles and kisses ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Here's a fact about me people don't really know - I am very emotional. Hahaha, just kidding, EVERYONE knows, because I cry for happy stuff, aggravating stuff, sad stuff, I am basically a walking puddle. However, lately I have found myself crying so much more than before. The reason is this guy. He is going to be 12 in June, and for over a year now I have cried almost daily, thinking about how much time he may have left, if he's going to be ok, what I would ever do if he wasn't in my life, and all those super uplifting thoughts. The thought of not having him with me is literally unbearable. My husband half jokingly says if Diego ever leaves us, he's going to have to put me in a straight jacket because I'll just be running around, arms flailing, sobbing, and won't be able to get it together. And he is right. However, I made Sausage a promise last week. I noticed that I spent an incredible amount of time burying my face into his little wrinkles and crying, mumbling how much I love him. But I don't want to waste a single moment crying when he's still right here and we could be making memories. I don't want to look back one day and think about how many seconds, minutes or hours I sat here crying when he was next to me. So I promised him, from this day on, laughter only. I can, and will, cry sometime far in the future. Far because you know he swore with a handshake to live another 20 years and you can't break a promise you shook on. So here's to my promise, Sausey! Laughter only.
Some days are harder than others & today is a hard day. Today I find myself(Bamas Mom) tearful and struggling. I watch other IG stories (almost all the IG pages I follow are dog based) I see dogs happy, running around, enjoying everything that dogs should. I think about how long it’s been since my baby Peebs really zoomied around, really smiled, really was herself. It’s been so long I feel like I have forgotten what that dog looks like. I look back at photos from a year ago and it hurts. I know things will get better, I feel it. But for now I just feel broken. I want to thank you all again for how caring y’all have been. 💛 This is recent photo that I captured and feel shows a small little smirk. I know it’s in her heart and soul.
If you forget to come back for Madame Zeroni you will be cursed for always and enternityyyy. And then there's Huck. 😂